Contradictions
QUESTION: Masters, I would appreciate your enlightenment about this: Why my higher self has been insisting me to start to share my wisdom? Did I think to do something specific before incarnated or any contract to channeling the guides from source dimension? Could you please clarify this or help me to understand how can I find a way to work with this? If it’s a lesson how can I overcome this, which lesson is this? What is preventing me to do this that I feel so strong in my heart, is it a belief? Please enlighten me. ~Fes, Canada
ANSWER: You are a creature of your beliefs. You have lived in a family and society where only things that are physical and scientifically proven had value. You have become enlightened about the fact that a human is much more than just its physical body and has a nonphysical aspect that has always existed and always will. As you have awakened to your higher self, you hear it clearly but do not believe all that it says to you.
A higher self is the nonphysical part of one’s soul that is not always in the awareness of the human consciousness. Some souls never hear it in their human form. It works in an advisory capacity once a connection is made. It has all the information your soul had before the amnesia of incarnation set in. It then works as a memory device, repeating to you what you had deemed important to remember during a particular phase of the human existence.
At the stage of your training where you reside, you had considered being a spokesperson for the spirits on the Other Side of the veil. Your higher self is giving you a wake-up call that, if you still choose to do that, it is time to begin. Having freedom of choice, you can do whatever you desire and tell your higher self to be quiet already. The only lesson involved here is the one concerning freedom to do as you wish.
Your difficulty in facilitating the messages from the Other Side is twofold. First, you don’t think you are worthy enough to carry messages from the realm of Source energy. Second, your beliefs tell you that this act is a physical impossibility for you.
Get over yourself. You would not be in this position if you were not advanced enough to have considered this a worthwhile situation before coming. To understand your ability to do this, you merely have to remember that you are a piece of Source, with all the powers and abilities that entails.
What you do is still up to you. Start with talking to your guides in meditation, asking for them to assist you in whatever direction you decide to go. Take baby steps, and only as far as you want to go.