Power of negativity
QUESTION: Masters my mother, in her 70s, is very challenging. Although she claims to be kind, loving and strong, she is often provoking, cruel, selfish, demanding, controlling and manipulative. After a series of disrespectful and downright strange behaviors towards me, that repeated childhood trauma, and her professing innocence, I decided to disengage for my own protection and sanity. Now my mother psychically haunts me and demands that I telephone her. Is she bringing with her a dark female entity to also haunt me? Or did I do this? A being actually hits me as I sleep or rest, saying I need her and that I’ll be sorry. How many disruptive beings are after me? Please explain and help. ~Christina, USA
ANSWER: Your mother is still trying to treat you like a child and exert complete control over you. She is everything you surmised about her and is in league with negative spirits. Negativity gathers more negativity; negative spirits invite additional negative spirits to join in their games, and she has a pile of them around her. Your mother believes very strongly in her superiority and uses it to project her desires at and to other people. She truly believes that she is a “good” person and that everything she does is for the benefit of others.
By distancing yourself, you are honoring and loving yourself. But you still have not resolved all the damage your mother did to your psyche when you were young. You fear her, and that gives her and her negative minions the ability to taunt you whenever they desire. She wants to have you cater to her every wish, so she is sending energy to disrupt your life. You have allowed this to have an effect upon you because of your fear of her power.
You need to protect yourself from all this negativity. Start first by surrounding yourself with white light composed of unconditionally loving positive energy, which you may easily bring in from the universe. The negative spirits cannot penetrate this barrier. Be very clear in your intention that you do not want their interference, and revoke whatever permission to bother you anyone may feel they now possess.
Ask your personal guides to watch over any attempts to interfere with you at any time, but particularly when you are at rest. In a meditation, reach out to give the message very strongly to your mother’s higher self that you do not intend to give in to her demands and that all contacts should cease.
It is very important that you be firm in these actions and that you do not let the past influence the future. You are made of the same essence as your mother and therefore are as strong, manipulative, and powerful as she – as long as you believe you are and never falter in that belief.