Aftermath of suicide
QUESTION: Masters my beloved husband of 23 years recently committed suicide. I believe he was my soulmate. As part of my healing, I have consulted several psychics; one of whom is adamant that he was not my soulmate because if he were, he would never have killed himself. She also considers his suicide a self-serving and selfish act. In his letter to me, he acknowledges that he knew how excruciatingly painful his departure would be for me. He also wishes that I might someday find joy in my life and even have love again. Since the moment of his departure, I have tried to come from a place of love, peace and acceptance. Now I am confused and even angry at him. Masters, can you please enlighten me as to whether or not he was my soulmate as I believe and perhaps help me to better understand the root cause of his choice? ~Karen, United States
ANSWER: What has been told to you about your husband has been delivered in the egotistical, judgmental realm of the third dimension. A soul performs all of its activities in the nonjudgmental arena of unconditional love, with the goal of learning lessons and evaluating the knowledge gained therefrom. The energy the psychic picked up is that surrounding the human making its decision in the body, not the essence of the soul fulfilling its spiritual journey.
Your husband is a soul mate of yours with whom you planned many of the events the two of you shared on this planet, including his transition. He had fulfilled and learned the lessons he desired and wished to go Home. You have had several different lives together.
Prior to incarnating, you had talked about his leaving before you and that it was a needed step for you to grow more fully. Together you lived the life of a bonded couple with joint goals. You now enter a period of taking sole responsibility for the future. This event has allowed / forced you to explore your inner peace and direction. Continue to depend on your intuition, which is quite acute.
Your husband is watching over you and trying to send you hints as to possible directions you can pursue. Your strength is blossoming and will take you where and how you need to go. Don’t forget to love yourself – and this aspect of the journey you are now on.
You have the powers to manifest and create a world in which to explore where you have not gone before. Think it, imagine it, wish it, and then bring it to life.