Experiencing unconditional love
QUESTION: Masters, recently I had an experience of connecting to my soul and my inner self in a way I had never experienced before. My energies were lifted up, I felt so good that everything else seemed unimportant. But, it concerned another person whom I have been very attracted to since I first met him years ago. Now I’m stuck thinking of him and this feeling we shared and neglecting my marriage even I feel I should transfer this energy for my own development. I feel I need to change my life’s direction, my marriage is not really working but I don’t know if I still have things to go through with my husband. What is this experience trying to tell me? Who is this person? I feel he’s a half of me but my fear tells me I’m just imagining it all. ~Kesia, Finland
ANSWER: You desperately want to connect to the same unconditional love of which your soul is composed. You feel you will never have it with your husband because it has not happened between you. When you are totally open to the universe you connect to this energy. You were able to make the connection with this man because you so frantically have searched for love that you opened yourself without any restrictions, unaware of potential vulnerability. You became “hooked” on what you thought was his energy, thinking it is the only way to feel love.
It is not just with this man – you have always had the ability but the fear has kept you from opening yourself. You are so frustrated with life that you have fanaticized this man as your salvation and savior from tedious boredom and lack of love. You can use this energy any way you want once you realize the connection is always available to you.
This is a turning point in your life. You are ready to accept the ability to manifest that which you desire. Let go of your need to be directed by another and create a new reality. You are finished with the reasons you and your husband married. It is for you to decide if there is anything remaining that would cause you to want to stay.
Remember to be yourself at all times in the future. Don’t depend on the energy or thoughts of others to feel what you need. Be true to yourself and the universe will help you bring to yourself that which you want to experience. Create each new day without trying to bring along things from the past. Stop just imagining and start living.