Beauty is only skin deep
QUESTION: Masters, I am most highly eager to know, if I really chose that acid accident to happen to me when I was at the tender age of thirteen which threw away my social life for years. Does that on its turn mean that I have made heavy plans for this particular life to wake up or what? I feel like being so deep on the negative side of this life, that it seems quite impossible at the moment.. ~Petri, Finland
ANSWER: You decided what lessons you wished to experience and set up the situations which would allow them to play out; so, yes, you did plan the accident with the acid. One of your desired schoolings was to have an outer covering that could be displeasing to people so that you might recognize yourself, and help others learn, that what’s inside is the only thing which matters.
Having come down to Earth many times before with simple tests, you were a little bored with non-complicated life lessons and wanted to be challenged with a multilayer life. You had difficulty stepping away from the comments of others and accepted the nasty things they were saying about you as true. Your lesson was to know your own inner beauty and let others see the “you” inside.
You didn’t choose many other heavy plans. Figure out that the negative feelings you experience are partially coming from the negative thoughts you have about yourself. If you cannot accept your appearance you send the message, through energy, out to others that they shouldn’t or don’t have to accept you either.
The answer to all survival of life lessons is leaning to love yourself. Love that soul of yours who has the tenacity to work through this life. Love the magnificence of the soul and bring out the unconditional love which is its essence. This allows you to see the positive in all that negativity and to reach to push the darkness aside.
You don’t have to like everything about yourself but love that you are completing this life. Know that inside you are perfect and you can let others feel that perfection by the positive energy you project. Reject that negative sense of damage and shame and replace it with the positive wonderment of being a soul who can accomplish and work through the most difficult of lessons with love.