Using your abilities
QUESTION: Masters, when I was 33 years old, I had an awakening experience, whereby, after being healed by a blue being of light, I could heal people and see energy, auras, and inside people. Now at age 48, I feel frustrated, as my energy sight has diminished. I am struggling to make money. I no longer know what I should do to be of service to the light. Could you please offer me any guidance? ~Marc, UK
ANSWER: First, lighten up on yourself. Part of your difficulty is that expectations have clouded your abilities. If you relax and let the light flow, everything will take care of itself. You must step back from any specific expectation for the outcome of any use of the light. Concentrating on third-dimensional energy, such as money, diminishes the connection to the higher vibrations needed to access the universal energy as you did before with such ease.
You have not lost any of your abilities. Questioning them only holds them at bay. Go into a meditation and ask: what is it that I fear? You have lost faith in yourself and your connection to Source. You are living in a world of lack, for you accept that that is your current status and therefore attract such energy to you. Value your abilities and they will provide a direction for you.
Needing to know what to do is an indication that you wish to control your direction in life. That is a conscious need. Trust your higher self, the unconscious aspect. Life becomes easier as you jump into the flow with the knowledge that it will take you where you need to go to experience what you need to experience. It is as easy as that.