Masters of the Spirit World

QUESTION: Masters, I am a very open and spiritual person. I have been going with a man I met at a meditation group who appears to be as awake as I am. I do everything for him, on my own, before he asks. I take care of his two large dogs while he is out of town and cook him gourmet meals when he returns. I am confused because every time I ask him to commit to the relationship he belittles me, telling me I am no good, I’m too fat, etc. He has been promising to do some minor house repairs for me for two years but never seems inclined to begin. Can you shed some light on my situation?

ANSWER: To be very blunt with you, you are being toyed with and used. This man thinks that he is open and spiritual when in fact as long as he gets his way, and the world bows down to him, he easily can play the role. His ego and his belief systems of superiority, shaped by his parents, are dictating his actions.

He is absolutely fascinated with the degree of white light and spiritual energy that radiates from you. He sits and suckles from your energy as he did from the life force of his mother. He does not want anything to change. He does not want you to become an equal, such as a commitment would imply. His only defense to keep you off balance is his tongue. When pressed he goes on the offensive and blasts with everything he thinks can hurt you and throw you into inner reflection and doubt.

Because of this constant activity in your relationship you are now consistently second-guessing the actions you take and the thoughts you have. You have almost completely disregarded your intuition recently. He wants you listening only to him. He does not want the power inside you to question his motives. He has refrained from doing your repairs because he senses that is exactly what you want, and he won’t be compliant.

Go back to your strength of old. Return to honoring yourself. Pump up your power, and within this framework ask yourself to evaluate this relationship. Disregard the emotional connections and look only at the energetic ones. Then make your choice of staying or going.

QUESTION: Dear masters, I seem to run away from responsibility and I’m not sure why. I also feel trapped by having to stick to deadlines, times, and places. I keep on trying to conform and do proper jobs like most other people, but the routine gets me down and I always want to move on.

ANSWER: Your spiritual self and your ego self are using your body as a battle ground. Your ego is saying that you must do what other people tell you, whether or not you think or feel it is the right thing to do. Your soul essence is starting to tell you it is time to honor yourself and make your choices of life and living based upon your feelings.

You are at a crossroads. Do you remain the dutiful little woman always doing exactly what others want? Or do you begin to get a sense of who you really are and move toward redefining your life? That urgency you sense of always wanting to move on is your soul saying that now is the time to take responsibility for who and what you are in this world.

Running away from responsibility is procrastination from exercising your freedom of choice. You are so concerned with other people right now that you have trouble seeing yourself when you look in the mirror.

Close your eyes. Take a deep breath, then another; relax your tense muscles. Now slowly open your eyes and really see what is around you at this moment. Don’t think about anything but this second. Now ask yourself: “How do I feel?” Let the question seep deep inside before you start throwing out answers.

Fears will predominate for you right now. Take each fear and ask yourself where it came from. When you see that it came (as most do) from other sources-society, family, coworkers-ask yourself if that is how you feel. If it is not, release that issue. If you do accept it as something truly from you, ask yourself how you can rid yourself of this fear.

Using this method you will get to the point of knowing what is truly you and what is a reflection of the outside world. Now you have a starting point to shape the rest of your life.

QUESTION: Masters, since I was little I’ve always known that I was different. I started drawing these pictures at eleven years old and I’ve been doing them ever since. They are distinct and each one is different from the others. There is a pair of eyes in almost every one. One thought I had was sacred geometry, but they are a lot more advanced than sacred geometry. I keep a whole box of them and wonder what I am drawing all the time. Most of them came to me during school and during church. I’m really interested in knowing.

ANSWER: You are not different from any other soul-you are different from the souls so deeply embedded in their human life that they have cut all ties to their essence. They have not maintained any contact whatsoever with the non-physical side of existence. They cannot see, hear, or feel spirit energy. You, on the other hand, are open to all the energy.

What you are recording is the connection between yourself and the spirits. The eyes represent the pathway to the soul contained within a physical body. Some of those whom you have drawn are soul mates who are currently at Home; others are guides and friends who wish to say hello.

They find it easier to come to you at school and church because of your openness at both of those times. When you are in a learning or communicating mode you take off all the protections you have around yourself at other times. You feel there is nothing to fear at either place. You will be able to have them consciously near you at other times if you take down the defenses.

Your sense of a connection to sacred geometry is right on as well. Sacred geometry is one of the means of communication between individual energies when in non-physical form. What you sensed was little snippets of conversation occurring between souls.

If you wish to understand a bit of what is going on you must learn the language being used. As with any other language, practice makes perfect. Enjoy!