Masters of the Spirit World

QUESTION: Masters, I’m writing you because ever since my brother took his own life (at fourteen), two years ago, I’ve been having severe social anxiety. I’m too conscious of my surroundings, all my actions are based on fear of rejection. I have this deep feeling I’m different than most people, that I’m not supposed to be here. There is a lot of love in me. I try to never have any cruel intentions towards anyone. Yet no matter how hard I try, I can’t comfort or reassure myself this anxiety is coming from my own creation. I’m 18 now but have gone through the most dark and horrible emotions towards myself and my life. My brother and I had a strong connection and I feel like he is the only one who would understand me through this. Could you please tell me, is there anything I’m doing wrong? ~Fanny, The Netherlands

ANSWER: You sense that your brother’s departure originated from his sense of being rejected and hated by those around him. Your closeness to him makes you wonder why you didn’t see his decision before he acted upon it. You also wonder if you are headed in the same direction.

You are extremely sensitive and have sensed that your friends don’t know how to treat you anymore after your brother’s suicide. This is the cause of your anxiety in social situations. The most prominent difference is your feeling of not belonging because others, not having gone through the death of a sibling, just don’t understand your loss.

You are present in this world by choice. You decided you wanted to enter this life, and as horrible as it may seem, you wished to experience the tragedies that have surrounded you. It is possible to connect to your brother on the Other Side. Let him help you understand why these things appeared in your life and how you can live with them and learn from them.

The only thing you are doing that you can change is your attitude about the current events in your life. First remember that you are a soul who is having a human experience to learn how to deal with negativity, and draw as close as possible to a life of complete, unconditional love. The essence of your soul is the Source energy from which you came. That means you have all the powers and abilities of which Source is composed. Use those to work through your sorrow, anxiety, and aloneness.

Find a peer group of others who have experienced this same horrid life lesson. Share your feelings with them and hear the difficulties they are having and how they have been able to deal with them. You are not alone in this. There are those in human form who understand and those in spirit form who will help if asked.

QUESTION: Masters why has my relationship with my mother been difficult from my birth? I know I annoyed her as a baby because I cried an abnormally amount, so we never bonded. I tried to bond with her during childhood, but she constantly sent me away from her presence and physically beat me practically daily. Is her rejection of me the foundational reason I can’t move on from constantly thinking about this guy with whom I became intimate who lied by omission about having a girlfriend? (I.e. I don’t deal with rejection well.) We were friends first and he never mentioned her. Does he care about me as a friend? Will I ever experience love and security? ~Reece, USA

ANSWER: Your chosen major lesson is all about rejection and how far you allow it to impact the rest of your existence. Your mother never really wanted to have a child, and when you arrived colicky, she had a reason to reject you. When you wished to bond at a later age, she was afraid you would take too much time and make too many demands of her, so she physically forced you away. Her rejection turned into a sense of abandonment.

You choose to carry a stigma of rejection, which all are able to sense. It’s as if you are announcing: “It is my lot in life to be rejected, particularly by those I desperately need to love me.” Your friend picked up on this vibe and subconsciously thought: “Hey, I can have some fun with no repercussions because this is what she feels she needs.” His not being honest with you only added to his dose of rejection and deception.

Until you understand your lesson and remove the impression you project of your desires, nothing is going to change. More people will appear to treat you in the same fashion. As a soul you do not have any negative energies, so it is time to let your human self also shed them.

You must first accept that this path was a chosen one made by your fantastic and all-loving soul. Your essence is nothing but unconditional love that all seek to share with you, but it has been hidden behind the lesson you allowed to cover your magnificence.

You must understand that everyone creates their own reality and their own definition and illusion of their world. It is time to erase the negatively accepted picture you project of yourself and let others see you.

See yourself as the most desirable, loving person in the world, who is ready and willing to share that love. Envision a relationship based upon shared love and truthfulness. Open yourself up to a partnership where you don’t anticipate rejection. Let rejection, abandonment, and deception become a thing of the past. Manifest that vision and enjoy your true happiness.

QUESTION: Masters I visited Bletchley Park recently (the site where the code of the Enigma machine was broken during WW2) and was surprised that for the first 15/20 minutes I was very emotional and holding back the tears. Did I experience a past life there, or was I picking up on residual energy, or was it purely my imagination? I was looking forward to this visit and did not anticipate an emotional reaction. ~Elaine, England

ANSWER: You are a very sensitive individual and pick up more from other people than most. You did not have a lifetime at the Park during the war, but you did spend time there when it was under different ownership. You were the main groundskeeper in the early 1800s and identified with the energy of the land. Many of the buildings installed to make room for the war effort cut through energy paths that had made the land so productive.

In addition to the basic energy flow, you also picked up on the residual signatures of the workers at Bletchley. Security was incredibly strict, and everyone always examined anything that was said to them to see if the speaker might have an ulterior motive in their question. No one was supposed to discuss anything they were doing – even to their co-workers – when not at their assigned place. No talk even on breaks, at lunch, or in the lavatory.

The pressure to produce, whether it was in correctly decoding messages or working on the enigma machine, put everyone on edge, and they constantly questioned if they could do more. The ups and downs of the battles made them feel as if defeats were their fault because they had failed to solve the coded messages. Many of the serious workers had breakdowns due to the constant long hours and lack of progress.

The number of family, friends, and neighbors who lost their lives during the conflicts took a toll. They were well informed of the exact number of casualties because of the reports the various military units kept. Some of the souls of the departed came to the Park to try to instill a sense of urgency and to see if they could assist. A few still remain.

The first blast of energy you felt was a combination of all these activities from that time. It was the intensity of the happenings that impacted you on a spiritual and cellular level. Once you became acclimated to this intensity, you were able to lessen the effect it had upon you. None if it was your imagination.